This is that honesty meme. Do it, you know you want to. :)
- Feeling: nervous
Oh yeah, just in case you want to know, tomorrow is Mark's and my four year anniversary. *squees* I found the cutest present! I will describe it once he's seen it.
Anyway. Enjoy yourselves, bizzatches! I might re-post on Myspace, just because I want to see what my sister and cousin come up with, as they are crazy. :P
Post an anonymous comment to this entry, wherein you tell me...
1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.
9. After you do it for me, put it in your LJ and see who does it for you. (Half my f-list have already done this! And you don't have to repost, yes, I'm looking at you, Marky.)
- Feeling: silly
Contemporary Culture and Everyday Life essay - almost finished, way over word limit, needs editing and footnoting, needs bibliography
Torts essay - HOLY SHIT HELP IT'S DUE IN SIX DAYS HAVEN'T STARTED IT NO RESEARCH FUCK NO.
Contemporary Culture and Everyday Life essay- finished, needs printing
Torts essay - half finished, plan done, will be complete by Thursday
Miracles have officially been worked. :D And it's all thanks to sitting on the couch in pyjamas for three hours with a large glass of Coke and watching shitty sitcoms on Channel 7. Bring back 'Scrubs' damn it!
I still feel sick and icky, I still have no money and I'm still stressing about driving tomorrow, but the essay situation is well under control and that is the best feeling ever. :)
- Feeling: tired
kate feels like crap. :/
fuck getting sick all the time, and fuck that i sound like a complete hypochondriac being at the doctor every 5 minutes.
fuck weird stomach. i'm so frigging hungry damn it, i want to eat! but can't keep any food down!
fuck that marky can't be here to take care of me. i don't want to get out of bed but have to go to uni/doctor/driving lesson. will cancel dinner with parents though.
and fuck that marky is probably pissed because i hardly slept last night, he probably thinks i'm overreacting and being a wuss but whatever the fuck is wrong with me really fucking HURTS.
*hopes that i feel better to give marky birthday surprises tomorrow*
- Current Location:bed
- Feeling: sick
Seriously. What is it about me that attracts the creeps? I usually look pretty confident on public transport, I don't dress provocatively, and I don't stare at them which is usually the number one way to pick a fight. Is it the fact that I grew up in the sleazy western suburb which acts as some kind of weirdo beacon? :/
Also, fuck the fact that actually spending an hour talking about MYSELF to the psychologist today, which I never ever do without changing the subject after ten minutes, is so emotionally exhausting. It seems pretty fucking easy for everyone else.
- Current Location:couchy land
- Feeling: exhausted
- Hearing:Apocalyptica - Hall of the Mountain King
FUCKING 99.50!!!! hehehe :P
marky has posted lovely pics of us on holidays and also of a session at his place with frog and MAT (see i spelt the name right hehe)
this is really a pointless post because i can't rant about school when i'm here.
they run out of honeycomb slurpees :( i was so annoyed last night :P
and i miss marky most of all *cries*
- Feeling: cranky
- Hearing:some random cool song from the 'Saw' soundtrack
i just found out that i'm going to be sharing my awesome nine inch nails experience with someone i really do not want to be there.
why can't i stop finding things out about this person, this person who makes me sick and makes me cry and who doesn't even know i exist? every little voice in my head is telling me to LET IT GO. except for that really convincing one which tells me to keep going and keep making myself upset, when the one person who can help me get over this is kilometres away at work?
i can't stand doing this to myself anymore.
i have to get over this.
i have to believe the person who tells me i have nothing to worry about.
can't say anything more because i don't want you to know how i found this out, or who i'm talking about, you'll think i'm weird.
but why fucking nine inch nails?
if anything happens, i'm going backstage no matter how, i want to have that conversation with Trent Reznor i had in my dream, except it may end differently.
- Feeling: drained
- Hearing:Nine Inch Nails - And All That Could Have Been